theres possibility everywhere and i feel like in one part its just down the street but in another part theres this wall of 2 years put up for me to go through until i can finally, finally, finally, finally, finally, finally go. leaving is hard but going will be the best, best feeling in the world. i want to create things for 6 hours in a studio. thats all i want. that is all i want in my life and so far, all i need.
i can't believe how hard my mom is working to keep us from not surviving the last few months/years. so amazing. its almost over. almost over. no worries. now i just know how to take care of myself when i need to.
jesus was so cool. i wish that people would realize that in a safe way. christianity is insane.
if i could draw a diagram of my mind right now, 20% of me would be stuck at age 13 and the rest is floating around in spiritual realms as a light orb in some labrynth somewhere. figuring stuff out.
I WANT TO GO WHERE PEOPLE SHARE. I WANT TO GO MAKE THINGS.
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