Friday, December 19, 2008

my dethawing of emotion!

at least its something, you know, evidence of soul, but happiness and saddness (the pure versions) are really close to each other. they don't really overlap, but they are shoulder to shoulder so if one detail enters your sight, you may be at the other in a wink. like being happy for someone...is really just saddness for yourself. i don't think you, or i, can really have any emotion strictly outside our own realm of feelings. you can't just feel for someone, you feel for someone because it is of something to you.

i'm happy because you may have something, or you had what i want, but i still want it too, and i don't have it. so good for you, because i love you, but that does make me sad, for myself."

this is off of the point i was trying to make, but spiritually, maybe thats just what jesus did or something. or maybe him or others like him just had something to do with everyone in the world. thats how they cared for others, because everyone was of something to them. like everyone was of same value, all-encompassing connection to all individuals, so that since he was one of them and they were one of him, everything that happened to each affected the whole, so as a whole what happened to an individual did affect you as an individual, you were not confined to only emotion towards others because that is impossible anyway. because he was one of them they were one with him, so what happened to them happened to him and through his own personal emotions he could feel for his brethren. whoa, thats the meaning of unity. okay, i got it.

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