summer was and is the golden time of my life. my life redeemed itself and i look back and feel nothing went wrong. of course my general point of view on events changed a little, i didn't let things affect me if they shouldn't have. but festival season was flawless, i had absolutley glorious weeks filled with friends and music and being. summer was freeing. it was the first time i could feel content with myself - not that i was just happy with who i was, but i spent more time finding out what i wanted and giving myself just that. it was so good. i spent four weeks in walla walla essentially by myself and felt very at peace. summer will always be refreshing, every sense that reminds me of that time (music, foods, feelings, weathers) will always feel new and just as great to me. i discovered how easily happiness appears once the sun dawns. its a place i want to find in my mind to come to forever.
i think its a place i need to find. i can't just live in a desert forever. that would be escaping. warm weather helps, but how i felt was sunshine on the inside. i just happened to be in places where it followed me physically.
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